Today's mid-term exam, the school ended early, so I called him.
Hello, I finished school early today. Would you like to drive me home?
Ok, give me five minutes.
: five minutes? My school is next to your home.
I always dress up.
All right, hurry up.
At two o'clock in the afternoon, the sun is so bright that I have an impulse to spray nosebleeds. I stood in the shade of a tree and waved. Although it is not cold, a fan is better than no fan.
Five minutes later, he hasn't come yet. I looked at my watch and felt a little unhappy. Ten minutes later, he hasn't arrived. What's the matter? Bah ... crow mouth, fifteen minutes later, he finally arrived.
: Why is it so slow?
He looked indifferent and said, no, watch TV.
What? Watch TV? Do you want to sleep, take a bath and come back after dinner? I didn't speak, didn't take my helmet, and didn't get in the car and stare at him.
: sorry.
This is the first time he has said sorry to me. He is a male chauvinist and face-saving boy, so he never bows his head and says sorry like a girl. I looked at him. He seems to be ashamed. I put on my helmet and asked him to drive me home.
He is always like this, never explaining, never quarreling, never quarreling with me, only saying sorry to me. Some things can't be solved by saying sorry, but he apologized to me, so I didn't pursue it. He said that I was the first girl to make him say sorry.
It takes a lot of courage to admit his mistakes, but he has never improved his own. I'm sorry it became a kind of send me away. When he said he was sorry for the 59th time, I looked down with tears and said, Don't tell me you are sorry. If you can't change, don't let me give you another chance. I believe you will change. He gave me a gentle hug and said the 60th sentence of sorry.
Even so, he didn't change, didn't give any explanation, and I began to wonder if he was hiding something from me.
: What's the matter with you recently?
: no.
Then why are you in a bad mood?
: no.
No, don't you have anything else except this sentence? Do you know I'm worried and insecure? Do you take me as your girlfriend?
: ... sorry.
I don't want to hear you say you're sorry.
I hung up. He didn't call. He doesn't care about me at all. Maybe we should end it, ............ That's the 99th sentence he said.
From that day on, I never looked for him again, nor did he call me. Sometimes, I get a silent phone call, but I feed it a few times and then hang up. There is an intuition that he is, but why didn't he say so? A month later, I decided to go to his school to find him, because I couldn't help thinking about him. I looked around outside the classroom and didn't see him. I just grabbed a boy and asked him.
Excuse me, classmate, is Meng Wei here today?
He dropped out of school.
: ah? Why? When did this happen?
He hasn't come for a month.
: ... oh ... thank you. A month. You haven't been here for a month. How is that possible?
I stumbled home ... calling his mobile phone: your phone has been transferred to your voice mail, please beep again ... I hung up and called his home phone, but no one answered for a long time. How did this happen? Did the whole family emigrate? He seems to have disappeared from this world without a trace.
He won't find another lover, will he? I began to think that I couldn't find him .. Just when I was upset, the phone suddenly rang. It's Ali, Meng Wei's best friend and my good friend.
: Hey, what are you still doing?
: what?
Wei is in hospital.
: Really? What happened to him?
No, he is in the hospital, the one where you lived last time.
: I'll go right away.
I immediately rushed to the hospital as quickly as I was born. I saw him and his mother in the hospital. I asked them which ward he was in and left in a hurry.
He lay in bed and looked at me with his eyes. He didn't speak, didn't get up and didn't move.
Hello, what's wrong with you? Why didn't you inform me?
He didn't answer me, but kept looking at me with the same eyes.
Answer me, why don't you speak?
He left a tear in the corner of his eye, and his body seemed to touch the corners of his mouth with its greatest strength.
: ... sorry ... then he closed his eyes.
Hey, will you stop pretending? Why did you say you were sorry? I don't want you to say sorry. Get up and answer me.
I cried and rushed to his bedside, pulling his clothes and crying, why did you say you were sorry and didn't even have a reason to convince me? I won't forgive you. Get up. It's no use saying sorry. If you don't get up, I will never forgive you. I beg you ... open your eyes.
This is one hundred words of apology he said ... a group of doctors and nurses pulled me away and began to rescue him. I don't have the strength to stand up again, my mind is blank and my eyes are dark. ...
He didn't leave this world, but I can never touch him, but he sometimes appears in my dreams and tells me whether he is well.
He's still with me, alive. In my heart, he will still call me Yongxi and my wife with a smile, but ... he will never say sorry to me again.
A few months later, his mother found me and gave me a box with a hundred photos in it. On the back of every photo, there are things that make me angry.
Sorry for the first time, wife. I didn't mean to be late today. I know the reason is terrible, but I really can't bear to tell the truth. I had a sudden heart cramp before going out, but I tried my best to catch up. Forgive me, okay? Sorry for the second time? Wife, I ..........
I'm sorry for the third time, wife, I ...
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I apologize for the hundredth time, wife. I didn't leave you cruelly. It's just that God didn't seem to give me the chance to love you all my life and put a ring on you. You are the first girl to make me say I'm sorry, and the first girl I want to spend my life with. Forgive me for not giving you happiness. I will become an angel, watch you get happiness, promise me, don't cry, I don't want to see you for me. Goodbye, Wei Meng.
How can I not cry? Your requirements are too strict. The last photo was taken by him in the hospital. In the photo, he has a bright smile. He became so thin and pale, but he took this first photo with a smile.
A hundred photos.
I didn't accompany him when he was the weakest and most painful.
I'm sorry
I cried holding his picture! !